lost soul 4
The sidewalk band played this song
The one I used to hear and smile
when I still believed Christ-mas is the spirit of love
and you still guided me on the journey
of the dove back to the sanctuary
while the light of day is still looking into the nest for a bit of ginger bread crumps
I crossed the street to avoid the crowd
and to find myself a little bit of room to breathe
I stop and almost fumble to see your face
You stood there with a boy in each hand
Your smile is still attached
Your eyes are still glittering
But your hairs just like Christmas of dream
Of snow white that covers everywhere
from my memories to eternal of that small street's corner
You did not see me then you walked around the cars then vanish
now it's just me standing here
control the tears with a blue ribbon
Our love upsprung on the last summer
before the new owner
I had been expecting the draft
And you was only just sixteen
You gave me your first without any hesitation
Just a gift for me, before I go and pick up my sword, and my death warrant
Then the street was full of blood and somehow I escaped
So did you, but we 'd lost tracks somehow
I had out grown this love
to be the man of the family
But the child inside me had never left
And today he had cut my soul
by the only weapon he possessed
A razor of our lost love
